We kicked these back up last week and I have quite a few we’ll try to get posted aside from this one… Just a good story to start with.  (Thanks for the support, Marie….LoL at “ReRe”.. RIP to your homie, Michelle…)

 Marie’s story:

Hey TJF!

I read your post daily whenever i get a minute and i love how you are always informing us. I dont have cable at the moment i am recentally displaced beacuse of the huge flood that rolled through Minot North Dakota so i dont get to watch the news or keep up with it and im really glad that you actually post the links. Thank you for that.
Since ive seen the posts it made me really think of all the reasons im a Juggalette. It goes back to when i was 15 years old. I had just started high school i was having all kinds of problems discovering who i am. My parents werent any help they were always fighting over every little thing possible. Living at home was just plain hell for me. My father has all kinds of mental problems to where he was always saying he hated me and i wasnt his kid than telling his family all kinds of lies bout me to where they disowned me. He always talked down to me saying stuff like im worthless and i will never amount to anything. I was just being pushed off a cliff and i was ready to hit the bottom when i met this guy and he introduced me to ICP and their music saved my life. I had found something that i could totally relate to and about a week after listening to them i was finally sticking up for myself. I was always putting my father in his place i moved in with my grandma (moms mom) and i finally got my mom to see what kind of person my father really is and she divorced him a year later. i can honestly say that with out ICP i wouldnt be the person i am. They helped me break out of my shell and once i started wearing their gear i made friends that i would of never thought we had anything in common. To this day i still have thoes friends and they r family no matter what anyone says when you find friends like us Juggalos and Juggalettes theres no turning your back on them. THEY ARE YOUR FAMILY! They accept you for you. They love you no matter what mistakes you make they are always there to have your back no matter what you did. When i was 17 i lost a friend that ment the world to me. (She was and is a Juggalette) She had decided that we were going to get away from all the drama because my father had started up again and got my mom to let him back in the house and i couldnt take it. So i agreed to run away with her. It didnt play out so well the axel on the car broke, the car rolled over a few times and she was thrown from the car..she died instanly..the car was flipped over on top of my hand and i was still in the drivers seat with my seatbelt on..when the car was lifted up i walked away with a few scratches and a piece of glass in my hand…Since I was the driver i still have problems with the guilt til this day but than i turn our song FTW by ICP n i see her sitting next to me and its like she never left me.(RIP MICHELLE) Im always going to be a Juggalette! Just knowing that i have met amazing people that are going to be in my life for aslong as their are alive or i am i know i will never be alone.I will always have someone to talk to that wont judge me and are willing to help me get to where i need to be in life is all i ever wanted and being down with the clowns has giving it to me. Thank you to all my los n lettes. We will get through this whole “gang related” shit. People are always way too quick to judge something new and different to them. Some people just dont have to go through some of the shit we do. Others just like to do what they want and call themselves something they dont even know what it means. yes there are people in every crowd that give the group a bad name but if we hang tight and keep fighting to clear our name eventually people will understand what we are and why we are the los and lettes! Stay strong fam! MMFCL
ReRe Marie

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